I regularly receive promotional information of GOD.TV by Rory and Wendy.
One of the last mailings I received had a rather strange content which is very much used in mainstream Christian teachings but I thought that Rory would offer something different in his mission. Since I appreciate the skills applied to extend the message via satellite I took it on and had to convert the whole thing in my mind this way:
I just recently received your mailed letter “Live the Cross – Join the Revolution.” Thank you for your extension of your asking for help. I usually do not reply to such letters, because I’m aware of the promotional momentum – as it is used throughout the world.
I am looking at you (and I mean “you” as the mind within the frequency of the extension of Awakening for about a year now, and I have much appreciation for how you guys made out of literally nothing a “megaphone” for salvation – as you use the term. I can’t believe though that you mean what I read in these 3 pages, and if you allow me, I am willing to communicate with you about it.
I think the time is ready for you to accept the fact that the resurrection has truly already occurred, and any waiting for HIM (Jesus Christ) to “come again” (as you express it) is just a complete denial of this true experience. Rory, please, look into your mind. What would the resurrection of Jesus Christ be, or what value would it have, if HE hasn’t become everything through His Resurrection, which GOD IS. If this is so, that the resurrection occurred – and my own experience is witnessing to this truth – wouldn’t HE absolutely have to be here with us right now, literally next to you as your neighbor, yourself, everyone….? Does that not clearly indicate that in His Resurrection you also must have resurrected?! This is a real question, my friend, and you get the result of your thinking in your own mind: life or death. If you deny me and wait for a Savior to come, then who are you and Who is your God? I wouldn’t want to have a god of limited spirit and who has an adversary as a reality, an opposition within His own Mind….
That’s basically also my answer to your belief in the devil and his “assignment against GOD TV…” What are these huge vaults you are seeing? And who is it truly who is “hammering huge nails into the doors…”??? Why can’t you admit to be fearful and thus have it removed? When will you stop blaming something outside your mind for what you are going through in your own transformation?
There is no one out there who is doing all these nasty things (or whatever you think the devil did) to you and GOD TV! The undeniable fact is, Rory, that you are DOING THIS TO YOURSELF, and it is your choice and decision to have it undone. Your willingness to change your mind invites the Holy Spirit Who will do the Undoing for you. But you have to admit it, ask for it and turn it over. I will stand with you in this conversion, and the Light will shine on us and show us the only truth. This is healing.
If there is still a reality of a “devil” in your mind, then know that he is no one other than you, your own separation thought from Your Creator, your own ego-mania. But God has no opposite since HE is singular, one. All else is made up and perceived in your own mind, and that’s why the healing has to occur also in your mind. In this sense, you being the cause of the world you see, are also the savior of this world – big deal! Is that reasonable to you, Rory?
Also, if you think you need to preach to the “mountains,” the guys “out there” who seemingly “stand in your way” you are entirely missing the point. There is only YOU out there. This is your mind, you are only seeing the reflections of yourself, your mind – past, future and present. You are only talking to yourself, as I am aware of talking to myself right now.
You want singularity, not polarity. You want unity, not opposition and attack. But the rule of the universe is “If you defend yourself you are attacked” because defense is attack simultaneously. I could talk to you about this for hours. Once you change your mind, your thoughts of opposition or attackers ‘”out there” will be “miraculously removed”.
What you can do or should do (but do NOT “have to” do) is to talk to God (this is about prayer, yes), to your brothers in Light, to yourself where it becomes obvious to you that you get a reflection of your Self, recognizing Jesus is right there in this communion of sharing the truth with your neighbor, with your forgiving yourself and in your extension of love as you have received it of God. I trust you, Rory!
I know that you don’t have all this time to read all these letters including this here, and I apologize for the length and the grammar mistake (I was raised in Austria, but “live” now in Wisconsin and extend Jesus Christ through my own Experience, the New Testament and A Course in Miracles), but I have to (at least) add something to this ridiculous idea of “we need to live the cross”:
This is absolutely wrong, Rory! All we need to do is to LIVE THE RESURRECTION, to extend the truth – as God created us. God did not want to have His own Son crucified. Does that finally make sense to you?!
“To crucify the flesh” is an idea of a need of sacrifice, but I guarantee you that your Awakening from this dream of death has nothing to do with sacrifice. It is an old idea which comes from the justifications of the unhealed mind that still harbors thoughts of self-hate and fear, and thus battles for its righteous place in time-space…. It is the human being prior to awakening who fights with no one else other than himself, who is ultimately God. It’s called doubt and fear. There is no answer to this condition from God, because God does not know of any denial. It is a fear of awakening and is accompanied by the desire of the human consciousness to prove that DEATH does in fact have reality, and that the solution to one’s suffering (and so his/her salvation) is death. It is NOT so! Death is an idea in your mind to limit the Love of God. It is the “solution” for the ego, you, in its/your attempt to triumph over the Spirit and be sucessful in denying Creation Itself, God Himself. It cannot succeed, because it (the ego, the devil) has no reality whatsoever! This is a dream, Rory, not reality! And what you call real, isn’t real, but a dream image that changes constantly. You are changing constantly. Why don’t you let your totality change entirely? GOD is real, constant, eternally in your mind which is His own Mind. You cannot see apart from HIM. That’s the truth. You are His Son. Jesus lives, I live, you live… in the recognition of the truth, but this dream you see as the world is not what life is. It’s an image of death within your own mind, and this needs correction – which is a miracle. You are healed right now by the Power of the Holy Spirit offering this correction. You are healed by the Christ Mind Which is the Mind of God, one Mind.
Who are these countless souls across the globe if not you, dear friend?
You need salvation and no one else. Indeed, everyone else in your mind will be saved with you, because every one is already saved along with you. Give this time wholly to your Self, and everything will be fine.
I dearly love you, Rory, and you too, Wendy, ..with all my Heart.
You don’t need to reply to this letter, but you are welcome if you feel an honest quest for your personal transformation, for healing of the mind, and if it’s still not happening for you.
Forever Yours… at your side
P.S. Feel free, if you have a minute, to check out “my space and blog” at
There is also a half-hour video at Google Video about me demonstrating healing, if you’d like to have a look. Search for “A Course in Miracles Devavan” if you’d like to find it straight away. Thank you. Thank you, Father!