Devavan – and the New Christian Church

In November 2003 I followed the calling of the NCCFE – New Christian Church Of Full Endeavor – in Wisconsin to perform the Holy Sacraments and conduct services of healing, worship and teaching in the Church’s community in Wisconsin Dells (see Endeavor Academy ) and affiliated Centers within USA and abroad. I have been given this privilege also due to my German and Spanish language skills which are used in many ways to extend the message of the resurrection, of love and forgiveness, as demonstrated to us by Jesus Christ.

In my mission as a Minister (ordained in February 2003) and Religious Worker I had and still have a very broad spectrum of activities within my ministerial calling to extend the healing grace and truth that is present by the invitation of the miracle and the act to turn my personal will and life over to the care of God and accept healing for myself. During these last five years I experienced in many light episodes and quiet revelatory moments the necessity of the acceptance of the atonement for myself and witnessed the healing benefits of this practice in others. A week lived in the extension of my ministerial assignments and responsibilities feels to me like one day.

I extend my ministerial calling and experience with God in a variety of different assignments in and around contemplating, practicing and coming to a new understanding of the offered change of mind through the Lesson of the Day and used teachings of the Christ. The main part of “my work” is around communication, talking to people who need help in their own spiritual transformation and joining with them in self-recognition in a miraculous healing experience, a Holy Instant, and extending my own conscious contact with God. I am giving away the message in many different forms, one-on-one, via internet audio and video connection, telephone and small group encounters of which I will not write about in this article.

I am very grateful for all the gifts and opportunities given me to receive the healing grace through the Christ’s Presence in this small but very active association and brotherhood and see myself very much as a full part of the Church and its offering. I have come to understand – as it can be read in A Course in Miracles – the necessity to “teach in order to learn” and to express my need to communicate with individuals of other countries and races beyond educated boundaries of cultural, religious and social differences. I call myself a “New Christian” without a need to be an incorporated part in the many established Christian denominations battling other religious systems.

“God is but love, and therefore so am I.” is more than enough for me in my attempt to represent an all loving God Who does not see any need to curse me, His own Son. I believe that peace in the world is possible and necessary through an individual process of transformation of the mind and practice in the trust in God, recognizing that an opposite to God is not only a factual impossibility but also in its imagination a Self-denial and ultimately the cause for all sickness and self inflicted problems, felt and recognized by almost everyone as a general well-known separation anxiety, I call the “human’s addiction to death.”

I am willing to constantly let my human identity be undone and to change my mind and give everything to receive the truth about myself and to remember who I truly am as God created me, to wake up to the Light of Heaven which is already in my mind and so in everyone’s.

I came to believe that God can do for me what I could not do for myself and therefore believe in miracles as an act of trust and willingness to let go and to give as received. Only giving makes me happy in whatever form it is given me to express my gratitude in my services towards mankind.

I don’t have any ties any longer to the past I would value above this mission entrusted me, and all I want and desire for myself is to continue this mission I have been offered and guided by Jesus Christ Himself to the end of time (which I know as “Now.”) I am grateful to be here in the United States and see the NCCFE in Wisconsin Dells as a perfect place for me to be truly helpful to you and me, the brotherhood and all the world. It is truly a privilege to be in the midst of a multi-national society and contribute spiritual support and help where freedom and liberty has always stood up as its highest value. For me the world is only over when not one thought of sin remains. It is a very joyful and peaceful assignment, and it is what I always was looking for. In my willingness to give I always see how much help is constantly given me.

Amazingly I did not stop expressing my passion and skills as a writer in my leisure and became even a book author.  I was able to finish my book “Only One Love IS – Three Days of Time Travel… West to East and back Home to Heaven” by Dr. Rabbit. Its official presentation and publication happened in July 2006. It is now registered at the Library of Congress and is copyrighted. I have handed it over to the Church’s Library and Miracles Communication Center to be part of its materials we send out and have moved on to live all teachings day by day, moment by moment.

  Sincerely, with loving regards



My Re-Birthday – What happened to me…

I received today in the afternoon birthday wishes from my brothers Martha, Ximena and Taka of the Miracle Center in Bogotá via Live Messenger. My first reaction was: What day is it? And when I was told that it is the 9th of March I had an immediate memory of that awesome and unforgettable Experience I had 17 years ago in South Mexico when I disappeared for an instant and forever in the universe, merging with everything and everyone. It changed everything, particularly me.
Then, while I was still chatting with my friends, I received a phone call and was asked if I could come and help out with a party which later came out to be a birthday party. How lucky me! To serve and give the Light of Heaven to a celebrating child in a group of noisy kids with parents was exactly what I needed today to remember what my function here is: to give and to be happy. I am extremely happy! And here is my own story what happened to me on this journey down to Central America in the year 1990, to find God. The only way, that it could possibly have happened, was that God found me! That’s the way it works…
I was ready to see that I needed a ‘living Master’, One Who could give me a clear reflection of myself. I started again to communicate with God and asked for help. I resumed communicating with Jesus and knew I was not alone in this journey.
All this led me to an EXPERIENCE OF ONENESS that would bring about a significant change in what I called ‘my life’ since the beginning of 1990, but really was just the beginning of my journey back Home.
This Experience did not occur for me as result of my efforts as expressed in a “spiritual-seeker-identity.” It happened by Grace. Though this Experience kept me for weeks in a kind of a shifted perception, once I was back in my home country, Austria, I thought that I would have to look some more. Though I never doubted this Experience to be a real one, I was still looking for a teaching I could apply in daily situations to stay in a certainty and constancy of truth.
The first key-event in which I had an Experience of oneness and underwent consciously the death of the body and all the fear in me took place just under the ruins of the Maya-Pyramids in Palenque, Mexico, in the beginning of March 1990, the 9th. Some notes I wrote in my diary about this Experience follow here:
All forms were seen in their center from radiant to bright-shining to yellow-green. At the circumference the colors turned into the corresponding rainbow-colors…. Countless recognitions occurred for me within the infinity of the universe which opened my eyes to seeing the falsity of my insane world and the meaninglessness of everything.
I called on my friend and felt that I didn’t differ from her but was One with her; in fact was her. I stared out to the stars and recognized, though they had no meaning, the vastness of the universe. I could only think of
my world by making utmost effort and saw that it had no meaning either. A new thinking took place; a Being there-in. I became the event myself, each moment anew, and had the knowledge that there is only this
moment. I looked around and whatever I saw I recognized as ALIVE, as a living Being, a living Spirit, as pure Light. It became clear to me that I was not separate from anything, but that we are all ONE, all one Divine Consciousness, one Singular Creative Power, just appearing as some dream figures that are simultaneously converted to the Light That they really are. Thus I was greeting stars, clouds, trees, bushes, humans and grass blades in the same manner and showed them my humility, saying “Thank you” to all of them for allowing me to be with them, to be able to meet them once more and leave this place together forever….
I thought I had understood everything there is to understand and underwent the Experience that up to this moment I called ‘death’. Instantly I knew that there is NO death, but that God and Love is in me and lasts eternally. It revealed to me how great LOVE can be in me and that It IS THE MOST IMPORTANT and makes the only sense in “my life.” I was grateful and clear that everything will show up here for my
salvation, in this moment, and reveal itself as what I am and what I had decided for. Time was clearly seen as non-existent. I found myself only NOW as all there is, happening spontaneously and simultaneously.
Neither was there space in a time reference, but pure Spaciousness as the experience of extension of that Power. And I was only HERE, which had nothing to do with a location or manifestation. In fact all manifestation was recognized as nothing in this Light.
I could not feel any heartbeat and didn’t know anymore if I was physically dead or from a medical standpoint, defined as ‘alive’. I thought I was dead but was still the Soul which is, as being the life essence, also where a body is experienced, but not confined to it. I experienced myself in communication with everything and everybody, all of Self, whatsoever came to me as a thought-form into my mind. At the same time I felt every single hair touching the face when I was shaking the head.
But I was also amazed how much I found myself being able to love all the beings that were around me. It had nothing to do with the body.
Suddenly a feeling of panic struck me that I would not be able to get out of this world anymore and would be at the mercy of the “dark night” and the force of darkness and death, lying like dead in a coffin, this physical world, covered by clouds or a blanket instead of the wooden cover. That was how it felt. Not to be able to experience anymore the light of the daytime nor to realize what I considered a fulfillment of my purpose here brought about an incredible fear and terror.
Everything moved like a cyclone toward its center where insanity seemed to be. This was the fear: to become insane, to die, to be nothing. It felt like being on the razor’s edge. In spite of all of this I was always myself, and I put my hands on my stomach and heart and spoke to myself: “I love you (and thought of my friend and surprisingly of Lao Tsu), I love life, I keep with God, with love, with meditation….” For the first time I felt my need to love and only love. I realized the unimportance and meaninglessness of my so-long-defended worldly existence. I recognized and accepted my true purpose for being here; to love all of myself including myself as my Self. Nothing else.
I had a look at my toes and they looked so pale and shrunken and I knew that this body had NOTHING to do with me. I was not able to die. What was left of this re-birth was GRATITUDE, infinite gratitude towards all of Creation, though everything I could see and experience I knew was and is my Self….
These revelations were not only an immense enrichment, but contain for me an essential and personal Experience of Oneness with all the universe and the recognition that THERE IS NO DEATH. Since then I could not doubt anymore the truth that there is only ONE Singular Reality because I could experience It myself.
This is an excerpt from my book “Only One Love IS.”  Thank you for joining with me by reading it. If you are interested to read more, download it freely or order a copy, please visit the website .
I love you.


Resurrection: Transformation of darkness to the Light

Resurrection means that I have to make a physical appearance with a full memory of my true Identity. For the human consciousness this is a complete impossibility. In this moment of finding myself in a body and having all kinds of perceptions – it feels quite weird – I can only ask God for help to get me out of this impossible condition and to be shown of more of His Light, since “I am the Light of the world.”

  I can use (as e.g.) music to move body-energy again into rhythm (energetic openly flowing) and can as well (by a conscious decision) determine not to have any use of it (in energetic phenomena) anymore. But there will always be a prerequisite of willingness to allow an undoing of illusory thoughts to occur (which are the causing thoughts of any physical impulse) and to re-cognize my true identity, the Light of God in me, as an uninterrupted communication with HIM.

  Since there is no total release in the observation of sensations (thought forms) and I am also no longer afraid of any fear thoughts in my mind, I literally `step´ with my whole Beingness into these temporarily arising sensations (which are also conceptually understood as “darkness”) and experience for a moment as what I associated with and defined myself in the past: to be an effect of fear and terror, all possible separation from my Source.

By remembering that I (as a conceptual human consciousness with all these past flaws) cannot restore myself to the one singular Reality, I have to let go of all efforts on my part and ask God (Who already is in my mind) for help and be ready to join, re-establish a reunion with the Mind of God Where the Light is. The conversion of darkness to Light can never occur in the isolation of a “private” mind or the belief in withdrawal from my brothers.

As soon as I do not hold on to grievances or self-righteous thoughts in my mind (which in truth is impossible to have) I instantly experience the release and God’s Presence in me. And there is only for a moment this sensation somewhere before all body-sensations disappear into the nothing-ness that they really are. The communication with the Light, with God, is thus restored as it remained unchanged and unchangeable throughout all my attempts to find it again, somewhere out there, in you, in someone else.

Only this Experience of Light is real and of value, and nothing else. Nothing is outside of my mind. There is no world. I was simply ready and willing to literally become the fear, or whatsoever arising perception, and have physically experienced its non-existence – as I do now. The only existence of the Light is revealed to me by my real thoughts that are one with God. It has been given me by God and therefore I can shine this Light and heal in the midst of finding myself in my own denial, discovering IT to be already everywhere as the singular Creative Reality. Here is the great Gig in the pie: My Identity as being the Light of the world doesn’t depend on my perception at all. Am I not a lucky man? Thank you!

  This is a description and recognition of my countless personal experiences of physical transformation, bringing along the unchangeable reunion with God, literally offering me to live in the Resurrection by extending the truth about me. What is the truth? That… I am not a body! That… I am free! The truth is that this is a dream and it will never be real, and that I am the cause of the dream, and this cause has no reality or existence whatsoever. Jesus expresses it in A Course in Miracles in one sentence of a lesson this way: The world I see has nothing to do with reality. It is of my own making, and it does not exist.

  All that is needed is my willingness to undergo a process which is indeed a single moment of undoing of fear in my mind, my uncompromising `yes´ to change my mind about all self-concepts (about myself and everyone and everything in this world) and to experience this Holy Instant where the truth is revealed.

As soon as you find interest in such transformational experiences for yourself, a true Reverence from outside-your-frame will appear in your dream sequence as a Teacher of God, offering you your Way-Out, showing you your need of a required Course in Miracles. It usually starts with having an immediate release and experience of the Light, simply by proximity, and doing the first 50 lessons of the Workbook of A Course in Miracles.

  This here, where you find yourself at this moment in the dream sequence, is a place of transition for you as well as me that offers us together everything to experience our former made decision, to go Home and be free and one with Our Father in Heaven, as completed.

It is a gift (given us by God) to be able to recognize now that you are free. It is the acceptance of Creation; that HE created His beloved Son (you, me, everyone) in His likeness, in like quality of love and perfection – as He is. The singular Truth does not need further explanations, since there is nothing outside of It. Descriptions and explanations are solely a testimony how thoughts are processed and let go so that true communication can be restored. Nevertheless it is expressed in the trust I have for my brothers who are with me in this awesome post-resurrection scene that shows me nothing else than the fact that I am the savior of the world by seeing the Christ in my brother, in you, in the “funny” guy literally standing next to me. Thank you for joining me in the resurrection and seeing that the illusion of the crucifixion is over and doesn’t serve us any longer.

  Join with Your resurrected Self in an awesome upcoming Event between April 1 – 8, 2007 (Palm Sunday through Easter Sunday) at the Miracles Healing Center in Wisconsin Dells, USA. The Master Teacher of A Course in Miracles and Teachers of God invite you to experience the Passsion of your Resurrection.
Come, be freed of this burden of fear and self-doubt that you thought was a necessary and inescapable part of your existence. Come and free yourself that the world may be free. Come now to this celebration, you who are heavy-laden. We invite you to experience the incomparable resurrecting power of love emanating from this ever-expanding circle of Atonement.” (The Master Teacher)

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