To understand reasonably the truth and to undergo a change of mind, I call mind-training, Jesus has given us His teachings and instructions for this particular time-episode in A Course in Miracles, esp. in the Workbook lessons.
The only need I finally realized in my determination to wake up from my human dream of separation and death was to see within my own mind that I can change my thoughts and mind-structure sufficiently as Jesus instructs me through this masterpiece, particularly by the miraculous change given with Part II of the book, called the Workbook. In order to come to the recognition of unwavering certainty within experience of Singular Christ Mind I had to let go of the belief to know here something and admit complete uncertainty of all I thought to “know” which was still part of the self – concept. I call myself really lucky to have asked for help and allow my true and only Self that I see in Dear One, the Christ as the Master Teacher, who is reflecting That to me in its totality for an instant here at the end of my journey.
Often I have been asked to write something about my personal awakening experiences and honestly speaking… I am at a loss at this point though I wrote an entire book about it. What can I even say about a transformational experience that is happening by being raised from corruption to Incorruption, from illusory perceptions to a miracle, not to speak about the revelation of God Himself that was happening to me and still is, that had nothing to do with any of my efforts to get it! All I have to say is that such an experience is still personal though all encompassing, and therefore I realized that there is no comparison or measurement for an experience of true and direct communication within universal Mind.
The third lesson in the Workbook, I do not understand anything I see, which includes all the perceptions and observations of changes, and in the recognition that perceptions are also only thoughts… all limited thought forms within conceptual mind, is part of this essential reversal within the mind training. It basically states that I do not understand my own mind and all that I made up. It made me thus clear that I do not understand myself. This recognition helped me to admit “I need help. God, help!” and be grateful for the given help. Did I find myself giving it all away and see how the uncertainty of “my truth” was replaced by miracles? I sure can say so. I was willing to give myself a break of controlling my world, a moment of only receiving, following instructions and listen, learn and do… as Jesus asks you to reconsider in His guidance from out-of-time.
I cannot describe how fortunate and lucky I feel that I allowed myself to be part of this association of “like-minded” and determined individuals from all over the world that truly is not an aggregation of like-minded people at all, gathering to succeed in a conceptually defined goal of Enlightenment, but rather a Great Light Ray Association, shining Gods Light on all of what once seemed to be real and in fact is gone and over, now recognized as the past that cannot affect the present moment of Singularity. I am now able to enjoy all these memories in this new and singular purpose that once felt so solid, serious and frightening. I am simply grateful for everything offered and given me in this Light provision.
I thank you, right there, for reading this and sharing this gratitude to GOD with me now and with all the world. Thus you are also a whole part of Gods Mind, in which we think and share these ideas, directing us beyond the recognition of When I am healed I am not healed alone to the Experience of which we cannot talk but is certainty of Singular Reality itself. I share this with you for the only purpose to remember that there is nothing left to be healed and the world you see is already over and not here any more. There is no greater joy in me than to see within my own mind my brother being free, healed, and one with me in the Light.
Teaching myself about a physical transformational experience and yet not reducing or holding it on a conceptual and phenomenal level needs the admission of using the body (which still is just a thought in the mind) to make sense out of it. In the East there is a long tradition of Kundalini and chakra experiences which is essentially not different from any Christian healing experience. Yet it is only through body-identification that sin could be believed to be real, attack warranted and guilt deserved. These are but conceptual thoughts and without an experience as such meaningless. We have to go beyond the concepts, always. The only necessity for a human being is to wake up from the dream and recognize in his own mind that there is a whole physical resurrection behind any physical transformational experience. Through the Course you can apply the lesson Let me remember there is no sin, for example. So, you actually and immediately can apply this alternative healing idea of an unlimited and all inclusive memory unto your dream realities, and thus will serve as a fundamental basis for your letting-go of the guilt-projection onto your body.
And the same experience you can have the moment you also mean it, saying “I am not a body. I am free. I am still as God created me!” See, death is only an idea, based on a belief in the identity of being a body, living a “little life” in time and then being tired, laying down the body again to the grave. My personal experience at the core of all my self-made thoughts has shown me what Life is. I can only remember for myself and re-affirm as I experienced it and as it is clearly stated in the fundamental teaching of A Course in Miracles in lesson 132 that There is no world, and in lesson 163 that There is no death. The Son of God is free.
This is Jesus´ message for me personally (and thus for you too), because there is no-one else here. Since the world has appeared only in my mind, I had and have to step forward and extend the truth to myself, give it away to all the figures who represent my self as Christ Himself, and declare the world to be free and relinquished in its cause, because I experienced the relinquishment of myself. It is me who is now happy without boundaries, not an imagined world. It is me as thinking Light within my own mind which reflects back to me and tells me that we are truly only thinking in Gods Mind!
The truth is revealed – as an experience – no other time but now to me by God, you (as my brother and my savior) in all and everyone. This is Jesus. This is pure Christ Mind. Thank You God!
I love you.
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