To understand reasonably the truth and to undergo a change of mind, called
mind-training, Jesus has given us His teachings and instructions for this
particular time-episode in A Course in Miracles, esp. in the Workbook lessons.

The only need I finally realized in my determination to wake up from my human dream
of separation and death was to see within my own mind that I can change my
thoughts and mind-structure sufficiently as Jesus instructs us through this
masterpiece, understood in the miraculous change that comes along automatically
by working Part II of the book, called the Workbook.
In order to come to the recognition of an unwavering certainty within the experience
of Singular Christ Mind I had to let go of the belief to know here in time-space something and admit complete uncertainty of all I thought to “know” which was still part of the self – concept. I call myself really lucky to have asked for help and allow my true and only Self that I see in You, Dear One, the Christ as my Self, who is reflecting That to me in its totality for an instant here at the end of my
journey.

Often I have been asked to write something about my personal awakening experiences
and honestly speaking… I am at a loss at this point though I wrote an entire
book about it. What can I even say about a transformational experience that is
happening by being raised from corruption to “Incorruption,” from illusory
perceptions to a miracle, not to speak about the revelation of God Himself that
was happening to me and still is, that had nothing to do with any of my efforts
to get it! All I have to say is that such an experience is still personal
though all encompassing, and therefore I realized that there is no comparison
or measurement for an experience of true and direct communication within
universal Mind.
The third lesson in the Workbook, I do not understand anything I see, which includes all the perceptions and observations of changes, and in the recognition that perceptions are also only
thoughts… all limited thought forms within conceptual mind, is part of this
essential reversal within the mind training. It basically states that I do not
understand my own mind and all that I made up. It made me thus clear that I do
not understand myself. This recognition helped me to admit “I need help. God,
help!” and be grateful for the given help. Did I find myself giving it all away
and see how the uncertainty of “my truth” was replaced by miracles? I sure can
say so. I was willing to give myself a break of controlling my world, a moment
of only receiving, following instructions and listen, learn and do… as
Jesus asks you to reconsider in His guidance from out-of-time.

I cannot describe how fortunate and lucky I feel that I allowed myself to be part
of this association of “like-minded” and determined individuals from all over
the world that truly is not an aggregation of like-minded people at all,
gathering to succeed in a conceptually defined goal of Enlightenment, but
rather a Great Light Ray Association, shining Gods Light on all of what once
seemed to be real and in fact is gone and over, now recognized as the past that
cannot affect the present moment of Singularity. I am now able to enjoy all
these memories in this new and singular purpose that once felt so solid,
serious and frightening. I am simply grateful for everything offered and given
me in this Light provision.
I thank you, right there, for reading this and sharing this gratitude to GOD with
me now and with all the world. Thus you are also a whole part of God’s Mind, in
which we think and share these ideas, directing us beyond the recognition of When
I am healed I am not healed alone to the Experience of which we cannot speak but is certainty of Singular Reality itself. I share this with you for the only purpose to remember that
there is nothing left to be healed and the world you see is already over and
not here any more. There is no greater joy in me than to see within my own mind
my brother being free, healed, and one with me in the Light.

Teaching myself about a physical transformational experience and yet not reducing or
holding it on a conceptual and phenomenal level needs the admission of using
the body for communication (which still is just a thought in the mind) to make
sense out of it. In the East there is a long tradition of Kundalini and chakra
experiences which is essentially not different from any Christian healing
experience. Yet it is only through body-identification that sin could be
believed to be real, attack warranted and guilt deserved. These are but
conceptual thoughts and without an experience as such meaningless. We have to
go beyond the concepts, always. The only necessity for a human being is to wake
up from the dream and recognize in his own mind that there is a whole physical
resurrection behind any physical transformational experience. Through the
Course you can apply the lesson Let me remember there is no sin, for
example. So, you actually and immediately can apply this alternative healing
idea of an unlimited and all inclusive memory unto your dream realities, and
thus will serve as a fundamental basis for your letting-go of the
guilt-projection onto your body.

This is Jesus´ message for me personally (and thus for you too), because there is
no-one else here. Since the world has appeared only in my mind, I had and have
to step forward and extend the truth to myself, give it away to all the figures
representing my self as Christ Himself, and declare the world to be free and
relinquished in its cause, because I experienced the relinquishment of myself.
It is me who is now happy without boundaries, not an imagined world. It is me
as thinking Light within my own mind which reflects back to me and tells me
that we are truly only thinking in Gods Mind!
The truth is revealed – as an experience – no other time but now, to me, by God as
you (as my brother and my savior) in all and everyone. This is Jesus. This is
pure Christ Mind. Thank You God!

I love you.

This is a very clear statement about the singularity of my mind
and the responsibility to do everything, to give everything, in order to
experience forgiveness of myself. It is very clear to me that “I am the cause
of what I see. No other cause there is.” I have come to know myself as “you”
and everyone. So, it is no longer a question for me if I write about “me” or
use the word “you.” It doesn’t make a difference because the conversion of ilusory
thoughts to the truth will anyway only happen in my own mind. I have no doubt
that “we” are sharing one mind. I am responsible for what I see – this is the
backbone of the curriculum of “a required Course,” A Course in Miracles. To forgive myself is the only hope for the
unforgiven mind which is all I was and am in the moment of the conversion, and
thus becomes my own hope of escape now from the hell I made up in a split
moment of apparently forgetting that I didn’t make myself.

“The unforgiving mind must learn through your forgiveness
that it has been saved from hell.  And as you teach salvation, you will
learn.  Yet all your teaching and your learning will be not of you, but of
the Teacher Who was given you to show the way to you.”

This makes it very simple and clear: The salvation of the world
has already occurred through my forgiveness. I have forgiven the world, myself,
and all that truly can be seen is a world that reflects that action of mind.
Everything else can only be an opportunity to remember who I am in an
experience of release of self-concept and leaving perception altogether which
only leaves the Love of God as one and only reality. And the Teacher Who is
given me shows me the way to my Self. A need to forgive “my neighbor,” someone
out there as another “me” only makes sense within a belief system of split
identity, within a real believed resentment that holds someone else as the
cause of the problem. I already know to be the cause of “my” attack upon
myself. “You” are not doing anything; in fact it’s impossible that you could do
anything to me. Sin is a belief without reality, and effects can only come from
a real source, a real cause, not an illusionary “me” battling against another
illusionary me. Neither projection of sin to another “me” nor sarcasm will
solve the problem or heal. Healing only comes by accepting the Atonement, the
correction and undoing, for myself. In the action of sharing this moment of
forgiveness it doesn’t matter if “you” are initiating it or “I” will offer it,
because forgiveness is only true in a moment of singularly experiencing the
Peace of God.

The funny thing is that it looks like as if there would be another
“me” out there seeing me in an “egoic grandiosity” – as I am accused. But
accusation and condemnation will not and can never heal, because it contradicts
the responsibility statement. In the section “The Fear of Healing” of Chapter
27, Jesus teaches that “the sick remain accusers. They cannot forgive
their brothers and themselves as well.”

That I am accused to offer conversion of my mind at the depth of
the human denial of Christ’s teachings will not and cannot stop me, since there
is no world! The world you see is over a long time ago.  I know this “me” very well. Actually are “you”
remembered by yourself by your style of particular defense of self-concept  and unwillingness to offer God, the wholeness
of your mind, as the solution instead of “being right” in a dream that is
completely unreal. Relax! It’s not of your doing, but of your acceptance of
being undone. And that’s why in truth there is nothing to forgive! “You”
haven’t done anything, and “you” had nor have no solution within time either.
The answer to the question many times asked “why this picture of a needy world
I see (which is of my own making and does not in fact exist as such) is not
changing…” is simply (as mentioned above) because it doesn’t have a real
source, a real cause, and therefore can have no real effect or change. If “you”
try to exert ‘all Power that is given you in heaven and on earth’ on your
relationships, your world, “you” have fallen the temptation to “command
that these stones be made bread.” Be not confused by sustenance of
limited sources within your mind, rather “live by every word that
proceeds out of the mouth of God.” We can stand as one together in the
willingness to accept healing and remember the Awakening of the one dream, or
“you” are yourself and believe to be separate from the rest of yourself which
is truly your Self.

Thus I share His Blessings with “you” who is myself with words out
of this most valuable chapter called “the Healing of the Dream” where it
becomes very clear what action of mind needs to be extended by the Son of God
in order to reason to forgiveness:

“He holds not the proof of sin before his brother’s eyes. And thus
he must have overlooked it and removed it from his own. Forgiveness cannot be
for one and not the other. Who forgives is healed. And in his healing lies the
proof that he has truly pardoned, and retains no trace of condemnation that he
still would hold against himself or any living thing.

       Forgiveness is not real
unless it brings a healing to your brother and yourself. You must attest his
sins have no effect on you to demonstrate they are not real. How else could he
be guiltless? And how could his innocence be justified unless his sins have no
effect to warrant guilt? Sins are beyond forgiveness just because they would
entail effects that cannot be undone and overlooked entirely. In their undoing
lies the proof that they are merely errors. Let yourself be healed that you may
be forgiving, offering salvation to your brother and yourself.”

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I love you with all of my Self.