Report Bogota – Santa Rosa

Hi, dearest brother in Light,

 

My travel to South America began in Bogota, Colombia, at our Centro de Milagros where about 20-30 brothers altogether meet regularly twice a day for session. It is indeed a great experience to be with them, each and every one, those I know for years and who have started the activities there as well as those who enter in for the for the very first time.

In these last 10 days I spent with them (which felt like a flash) I was asked to direct them in what we call “Time to Teach,” to guide the brothers to come into their full expression of teaching. We used four evenings for this purpose, and it was a great privilege and joy for me to receive them in their uniqueness and clarity of their contact with God and understanding of their transformation of mind.  We used passages from the Textbook of ACIM and everyone did a really great job. To just name a few of the them like Diana, Alberto, Conny, Nubia, Ximena, Kristina, Martha, Miguel, Maria Stela, Aura Victoria, Jonathan… all of them are really awesome. Alejandro came just back from his trip in Cali at the right time, taught Friday morning and stayed through the weekend.

The Advent, beginning Friday evening, which was held at the Center instead of an out-of-town retreat place, was sheer incredible. Everything was flowing very easily and we had lots of fun and Light Experience. Visitors from Cali, Manizales, Medellin and Cartagena were present too, and every day a few new interested ones would show up and join in very quickly. It felt for me like a delayed Christmas Rebirth celebration standing like children in front of the X-mas tree in the session room, and I felt very privileged to be used by Him. The videos of Master also blew us away every morning, and we also gave him a phone call just before the Advent on the 9th of January and sang “Happy Birthday“ in Spanish for him.

 

Today is our first day in Santa Rosa. We were on the road to Santa Rosa for 8 hours per bus, and I had lots of memories of having traveled there 20 yrs ago: all the beautiful countryside and food stalls along the road. Martha and Cecilia are accompanying me, and we were heartfelt welcomed for the announced three days morning and evening sessions here in the Finca outside Santa Rosa, north of Pereira. It is a small Center which is organized and maintained by Jose Fernando, Constanza and their daughter Julieta. They are very grateful for my coming here and are much dedicated to their awakening along Mario and a few other couples. The climate is very nice and warm, and there are also Hot Springs nearby which we’ll probably visit besides a huge cathedral and its nice main square. From there we will travel south to Cali (4 hrs on the road) to have our next Advent this weekend.

 

I love you all and am very grateful to leave today with you.

Devavan

 

Teaching in South America

A Course in Miracles international

invites you to

 

 

 

THE ADVENT OF A GREAT AWAKENING

 

This is an Event for your Awakening and Healing in the recognition of our Universal Oneness – Here and Now

        We are finally coming here in a Holy Instant together, through the Power of conversion and in the utilization and extension of A Course in Miracles.

 

With Devavan and other Teachers of God

BOGOTÁ:  January 11, 12 and 13, 2008

Friday: 7 pm, Saturday and Sunday: 9.30 am – 1 pm, 3 – 7 pm

In the Centro de Milagros, Carrera 47 # 91-87

Contact: +57-1-2570403; cell: 3003633675 (Martha), 3124621791 (Diana)

E-mail: centrodemilagrosbogota@uncursodemilagros.com

More Sessions: January 4 – 13, 2008

every day (except Tuesdays): 9.30 am & 6.30 pm

  

Forgive the past and let it go, for it is gone. You stand no longer on the ground that lies between the worlds. You have gone on, and reached the world that lies at Heaven’s gate. There is no hindrance to the Will of God, nor any need that you repeat again a journey that was over long ago. Look gently on your brother, and behold the world in which perception of your hate has been transformed into a world of love.

 

 

 

CALI: January 18, 19 and 20, 2008

Friday: 7 pm, Saturday and Sunday: 9.30 am – 1 pm, 3 – 7 pm

in the Confenalco Valle, Calle 5 # 6-63, Torre B, Piso 8

Contact: cel: +57-3123778638 or 4390856 -Home(Flor) or 3166976635 (Fernando)
E-mail: florley@hotmail.com

 

More Sessions:

CALI: January 17-23, 2008 – every day: 7.30 pm and 10 am*by request

Place: Fundación Sentir La Vida – Carrera 35A # 3-31oeste, Barrio San Fernando

 

 

SANTA ROSA: January 14, 15 & 16, 2008 – every day: 7.30 pm and 10 am

In the Finca “Diana Maria”, km 3 via Termales

Contact: +57-963661703 or 311-3541985 (Constanza)

Email:uncursodemilagrostarosa@hotmail.com

 

        Listen, – perhaps you catch a hint of an ancient state not quite forgotten; dim, perhaps, and yet not altogether unfamiliar, like a song whose name is long forgotten, and the circumstances in which you heard completely unremembered. Not the whole song has stayed with you, but just a little wisp of melody, attached not to a person or a place or anything particular. But you remember, from just this little part, how lovely was the song, how wonderful the setting where you heard it, and how you loved those who were there and listened with you.

 

 

 

 

With Devavan, Gemini and other Teachers of God

 

QUITO: January 25, 26 and 27, 2008

Friday: 10.30 am & 7 pm, Saturday and Sunday: 9.30 am – 1 pm, 3 – 7 pm

In the Casa de Retiro “Getsemaní”, Vía Interoceánica Parroquia Checa Km. 35

Contact: +593-2-2565859 (Centro) o 98914776 (Alex-cell)

E-mail: centrodemilagrosecuador@gmail.com

More Sessions: January 12 – February 6 in the Centro de Milagros, Guipuzcoa 447 y Av. Coruña,
every day (except Tuesdays): 9 am & 6 pm

 

The journey closes, ending at the place where it began. No trace of it remains. Not one illusion is accorded faith, and not one spot of darkness still remains to hide the face of Christ from anyone. Thy Will is done, complete and perfectly, and all creation recognizes You, and knows You as the only Source it has. Clear in Your likeness does the Light shine forth from everything that lives and moves in You. For we have reached where all of us are one, and we are home, where You would have us be.

 

 

MARACAIBO: February 8, 9 and 10, 2008

Friday: 7.30 pm, Saturday and Sunday: 9 am – 1 pm, 3 – 7 pm

en el Penthouse del IPPLUZ, Av. 15 Delicias/Ed. IPPLUZ Nº 59-280 [Frente a la estación de servicio el trébol]

Contact: +58-0-416 3670404 (Nancy-cel) o 0414-0638093 o 0261-7548432

E-mail: centrodemilagrosmaracaibo@yahoo.com or nancysanch@hotmail.com

More Sessions: February 7 – 18, 2008

    every day (except Tuesdays) 10 am and 7.30 pm

In the Centro de Milagros, Urbanicación Gilcon, Calle 79C N° 74-40, Sector La Limpia

 

        I am come as a light into a world that does deny itself everything. It does this simply by dissociating itself from everything. It is therefore an illusion of isolation, maintained by fear of the same loneliness that is its illusion. I said that I am with you always, even unto the end of the world. That is why I am the light of the world. If I am with you in the loneliness of the world, the loneliness is gone. You cannot maintain the illusion of loneliness if you are not alone. My purpose, then, is still to overcome the world. I do not attack it, but my light must dispel it because of what it is. Light does not attack darkness, but it does shine it away. If my light goes with you everywhere, you shine it away with me.

 

 

The Master’s Advent in Spain, Nov 2007

Hi,
 
Four days of the Master, Dear One, in Mataró, Spain, was something so very incredible to experience that I have hardly words to describe. All I can say is that I am so grateful to be with him, and that it was a great demonstration of truth and Light Experience. For everyone the difference to any other demonstrations for transformation of the mind became very clear and evident, and by Saturday morning the correction of any magical approaches to demonstrate A Course in Miracles was made.
Only he could do that and that’s why he is the Master. It is really a desintegration of egoic mind and rebirth in the truest sense. Sunday after he left by lunch-time we all would stand (spread all over the Session Hall) without much exchanges stunned in the Light and go Home. Wow!
By Monday evening (next day after the Advent) it became also evident that a continuation of demonstrations of limited light factoring for the purpose of “physical transformation” within the Mataro Center is not only problematic within the already divided Mataro brotherhood, but had to be addressed in its nothingness. A declaration was made within my own mind of the clear decision to no longer want or desire such “demonstrations of the Kundalini energy” that had been explained to be “A Course in Miracles” as well as “the way out,” but are nothing but an activation of the denial without a vertical alignment and total release. Each one who became witness to the “scenarios” in the Mataro Center for the last few weeks and the clarity in Master Teacher’s Advent this weekend will have to remember his own decision to do it under the instructions of the Master or continue with the meaninglessness of egoic attempts to localize and reduce the physical Resurrection of the Christ into a joining and dying in a body.
Dear One already has sorted it out, and everything appearing now is nothing but the confirmation within the individuum that truth is true, and nothing else is true, in other words that the falsity of illusory magic thought is also clearly recognized as meaningless and let go.
 
I am so immensly grateful for him and can only say that I (as every one being with the Old Man) am very very lucky. I love him so much, and I love you.
Thank you for being with me in this without compromise or condemnation.
 
I’ll be staying in the German Center in Wusterwitz till next Monday, return for one session to Vienna and return by next Tuesday, Nov 13, to Wisconsin.
 
PLEASE COME AND FEEL WELCOME TO SEE THE MASTER TEACHER  (check also http://www.themiracletimes.com/Master_Teacher/MT.htm ) AND YOUR BROTHERS IN LIGHT AT THE ACADEMY (www.endeavoracademy.com)
 
 

Travel Reports on Tour October 2007

 

10/3/07

Here is my first report after having been in Austria.

Since Dear One comes in the first November week to Mataro I changed all my plans w. Austria. We had this past weekend the Advent and had every day session at Claus & Claudia’s place in Rekawinkel, 1/2 hour west of downtown Vienna, and after having received the extension of my visa for another 3 yrs already last Thursday and traveling on Monday into the Austrian countryside to meet my mother and sister (which were very beautiful moments) I traveled on yesterday (Tuesday) to Madrid, Spain where I will be for another week before continuing to give myself away at the Finca (Guido’s place) with Bettina south of Valencia, in Murcia (Paquita’s place) and then to Valencia before traveling up to Mataro and be with all the brothers and Master….

Claus & Claudia in Austria gave their best while still taking care of their jobs and cute Ana Maria who is growing up very rapidly. They look really great and are still determined to experience a miracle in their letting go of their jobs and coming to Wisconsin. We had a good meeting about this too.

During the Advent and the sessions there came every day a few new guys though we were about 10-12 guys in each session, and all together through the week around 25 maybe. But I am glad that I just need ONE to go Home. The Light was exquisite though, and they all joined in and had a great Experience. I am very grateful to all of them though there is a lack of communication obvious with the new interested guys who mostly haven’t even started the Workbook lessons, but are rather curious to the light, and then go back to their world.

Stef and Clare arrived Saturday afternoon and are such a blessing to have them around. We did the Sunday celebration together and they are such incredible teachers by their mere demonstration that I can just say “Thank you, Jesus!”

 

I love you all very much and

are very grateful to know you with me wherever I go.

Thank you for your prayers and light extension.

See you in a flash.

 

 

10/11/07

I have just recently left Madrid and we had an awesome and powerful Advent there and sessions for the rest of the week. At the end everyone was so activated that they all for sure will show up in Mataro, north of Barcelona to meet Dear One. If you are interested attending, please visit www.uncursodemilagros.com .

Many of them have become aware of still having use of defenses against their experience of the Light and were e.g. eating meat, drank alcohol or smoked cigarettes, but are now willing to look at it and change their habits on their way out (or not). What do I know? But they all were receiving me gratefully and I truly had a great time there. Carmen and Paz gave everything as my hosts, and were very helpful all week long, and though it was just an Advent with 10-20 people it all worked out well and miraculously with the costs for the Tai Chi Center etc. It was then especially at the last session that we were more than 20 guys and we just cracked up so much and enjoyed the Light, and lots of gratitude to each other was expressed. There came also Teresa from Mataro and three brothers from Valencia too and there will be more for this weekend here at Guido’s El Milagro Center, the Finca, at the beautiful Costa Blanca.

German Bettina is here with me at the Finca and Guido, our host, is going through a major transition in his commitment to wake up and to serve Jesus in the extension of the Course and his readiness to let that all be a miracle. It’s all about letting it all fall apart and have a brand-new experience, in fact seek only the Light Experience and let everything else go. So, it’s very exciting and we three see forward what the weekend will bring in the opening it up to everyone to the Light instead of staying in the frame of a separately Dutch or English Course study meeting. So we set up a new spacial reference Point for this singular Experience, there is a real nice Session room now instead of a study and reading corner and those who want to leave with us will and are showing up. I am grateful to know that it can only be myself.

Thank you so much for receiving all this and

sending your blessings to all of us

It’s working great. I love you.

 

There will be an Advent on the last weekend of October, between

26 – 28 Oct in Valencia, and sessions between 23 – 25 Oct.

Location: Centro de Luz Interior, c/Actor Llorens 43

Contact: Ana G., Tel. 616-669068 (cell)

Email: analuzinterior@hotmail.com

 

 

 

10/16/07 from the God’s Country Finca

What a week we had at the Finca at the Costa Blanca in Spain. We had rain for the whole week except the first and last day, and after we visited a few gorgeous places a storm (as never before – said Guido) for the next 2 days devastated and cleaned the so beautiful beaches and coastal area. Exactly where we spent the day before (in Calpe) and climbed a huge mountain rock in the sea, cars where turned around by the wind and water from the river flooding and showed what is always behind the “beauty” of any scenery. At the Finca we completely re-arranged their study and meeting room (see foto) upon our arrival and made a most beautiful session room as you can see. All we could do was to offer to leave the world into the Light of God without compromise. It was great! I was also very grateful to have Bettina on my side, and I think we were a really great “German or Austrian Combo” with a very open instead of “secret code” that everyone could read at entering the room. But those who Guido invited and were expected to come did not show up except one dutch woman (Carolina) and one real Englishman (Brian) and those who almost never show up and a few new ones to the Course did show up instead, including a whole bunch of brothers from Valencia came for the first time to stay through the entire weekend, ten of them who also stayed at the Finca and helped Guido and Renilde with their contributions. So we were 15-20 guys all together throughout the weekend. Those three “Valencianas” who were with me in Madrid extended the invitation and the miraculous fiesta was set. Since they like the Light it was very easy for Bettina and me to invite everyone into the Light during all sessions, and – as you can imagine – a lot of things happened, since we asked them to lay down their books and just listen to us unless they would need it for the language. Some were so used to crosstalk constantly (because that’s what they did when they met at the Finca before before) that even Guido stood up and talked to the Dutchess (as I called her), and I enjoyed not dealing with it within dealing with it – everything got gracefully included and used for personal transformation. There was a lot of falling apart and healing going on – thank you, Father.

Our hosts Guido and Renilde were very generous and Guido is stepping up now for himself without limiting any longer his experience of Light with exchange forms. Since we also opened it up for session for everyone (including particularly the Spanish brothers from Valencia and Murcia who just are living within 1.5 hours drive) the speed-up is inevitable.

Today Bettina drove back to Valencia from where she will return on Thursday to Wusterwitz, and I was picked up by Paquita for my week and Advent in Murcia.

Thanks so much for your continuous support and blessings

With Love and Light


Devavan

10/22/07

Hola, my Mighty Companion,

Murcia was really a very nice surprise. At first glance it looked like a city that is very busy doing things and taking care of their family relations and businesses. But those active in the local group were with us and opened up each day more and more. There was also a very nice surprise organized the day I arrived in Murcia: Paqui, my host, had opened up a contact to a radio station and we could represent the Course and the weekend advent in a 20 minutes interview. The guy from the radio station who asked me all kinds of questions was just looking at our websites, but was very good and in favor of us totally. I could tell by his way he put the questions. Everything went very nice, and maybe the one or other “newgy” who showed up during the weekend heard the program that was sent half an hour after the interview. All I thought when I heard myself on air was “My Spanish is really bad,” hahahaha, though everyone said that it was quite good. The following day we made a trip to the 30 km nearest beach (nearby Cartagena), got a little sun and had a nice rest there. It´s raining a lot since then. Though Bettina had to return to Wuwi … and always said that it´s her who makes the rain, I don´t believe her anymore: it must be me, right, hihihii…. I had immediate support from arriving Nancy (from Maracaibo, VEN) who wants to come to EA in January and is active in the Maracaibo Center. Nancy was then also accomodated in Paquita’s house where Paqui lives with Alba and her son Juan (which both look really great).

For the Thursday evening session I tried something different: After we joined for a moment in the light I was teaching and sharing 12 Step experiences and invited all of them to also share theirs before we had another Light session. That was quite a combination. The weekend went really great and we had visiting brothers also from Mataro (Lourdes and Ramon drove down with their 2 kids and also stayed at Paquita’s house), from Madrid, Benitachell and Valencia. It was a nice mix of consistent 30 brothers throughout the weekend, and everyone had great experiences in the Light. Dear One was also talking on the phone about them having experiences.

I have now arrived in Valencia and we already joined on our first days here in our first sessions in extended Light sessions which are very nice. Ana and Antonio, my hosts, have brought their connection in and all I offer is to leave this place. It really works! Included is that I realize how well I am taken care of throughout this trip since the very beginning and how miraculous the brothers are given me to do all this on my way Home.

We are truly very very lucky

I am very grateful for you and

Send you a hug from sunny and rainy Spain

 

Devavan

 

 

10/30/07

Another week in Spain, at Valencia, in the same speed-up with mostly new brothers to the Course, but not so new to the Light experience, was a really great gift to receive. During the week we had every day a session with 10-15 brothers, and during the weekend Advent we were always around 30, though only half of them were present throughout every session. And many of those 40-50 guys are determined to also make it up to Mataro which is a 4 hours car drive.

On Friday I could feel a lot of conversion reflected in a kind of sort-out when a handful of completely new guys to the Course stood up in the middle of the session and left, but it’s amazing how many are ready to accept that there is no world, take responsibility of being the cause of it and join in the experience. Saturday and Sunday was just great and when we all called in the Sunday session Dear One we were just blown away. I had just tears in my eyes and can just express my gratitude for him: Thank you, Father. The emphasis during the entire week was on the necessity to accept one’s savior into one’s dream. I love to introduce Dear One. What a privilege. There was a lot of response and they will come into their own and do sessions regularly and join in the Light.

Today we traveled to Mataro where Dear One will arrive on Wednesday. I asked and could do also tonight’s session and I can just say “wow!” We “lost” another set “portal” by collapsing together a whole time sequence, and all localized energy feels now very clear and open in my mind. Thank you, Father. Before session there was a “business meeting” about all services during the stay of Master and the brothers are really incredible in their dedication to this invitation. I also had a chance to talk to Josh personally for an hour before that meeting and everything is going great for him and he feels very strongly how a Center place for the one’s fully committed can and will formulate, probably near the Pyrenees mountains (close to the border of France). I am grateful for him and only want to share the truth, and trust my brothers who are one with me and HIM who sent me.

 

Thank you for holding the Light for me in Wisconsin.

“I’ll be back for Christmas…” – just kidding!

See you here and now!

All Love and Light

 

Devavan

 

 

Advent Announcement

Welcome to your

Advent of A Great Awakening – with Devavan in Spain and Austria:

in Spain:  Friday 8 pm, Saturday & Sunday : 10 am – 1 pm, 4 – 7 pm

Evening Sessions will also be held at different places in Madrid, Murcia and also Valencia and Mataro (Barcelona); please inquire with the contact persons or visit our websites www.acimi.com, www.uncursodemilagros.com, www.uncursodemilagros.es !

 

MADRID: 5, 6 y 7 de Oct de 2007

Place: Centro Taoqi, Calle Colombia 4, portal lat., 1ºdcha.

Contact: Cel.: 687-717630 (Carmen), 609-971080 (Paz) 647-695216 (Inma)  

E-mail: carmen_sagaseta@hotmail.com; inma@laisla.com

           

BENITACHELL: 12, 13 y 14 de Oct

(together with Bettina from EA-Wusterwitz, Germany!!!)

Place: La Finca, Benitachell

Contact: 966-498394 (Guido)

E-mail: elmilagro@bluebottle.com

 

MURCIA: 19, 20, 21 de Oct

Place: C/ Pedro Pagan s/n, Molina del Segura

Contact: 687-311165 (Paquita)

E-mail: paquid@vodafone.es

VALENCIA: 23 – 28 de Oct

Place: Centro de Luz Interior, c/Actor Llorens 43

Contact: 616-669068 (Ana G.)

E-mail: analuzinterior@hotmail.com

in Austria: Monday 7 pm,

 

VIENNA-REKAWINKEL: 12.November

in REKAWINKEL, Rittsteigstr. 41, A-3031
Contact: Claudia – 0043-(0)664-1877788 (Cell)
E-mail:
claudia.schumm@schumm.at

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The Master Teacher of A Course in Miracles will be in

MATARÓ (Barcelona): 1 – 4 de Noviembre

Place: Hotel NH, Cami Ral 648

Contact: (+34) 93 7414206 or (+34) 676 567 519
Email: centrobcn@uncursodemilagros.es
www.uncursodemilagros.es   www.uncursodemilagros.com 

Please contact our contact persons and ask for details.

Thank you so much for your help and participation

I love you

 

Devavan Gift with a bow

 

 

My Re-Birthday – What happened to me…

I received today in the afternoon birthday wishes from my brothers Martha, Ximena and Taka of the Miracle Center in Bogotá via Live Messenger. My first reaction was: What day is it? And when I was told that it is the 9th of March I had an immediate memory of that awesome and unforgettable Experience I had 17 years ago in South Mexico when I disappeared for an instant and forever in the universe, merging with everything and everyone. It changed everything, particularly me.
Then, while I was still chatting with my friends, I received a phone call and was asked if I could come and help out with a party which later came out to be a birthday party. How lucky me! To serve and give the Light of Heaven to a celebrating child in a group of noisy kids with parents was exactly what I needed today to remember what my function here is: to give and to be happy. I am extremely happy! And here is my own story what happened to me on this journey down to Central America in the year 1990, to find God. The only way, that it could possibly have happened, was that God found me! That’s the way it works…
 
I was ready to see that I needed a ‘living Master’, One Who could give me a clear reflection of myself. I started again to communicate with God and asked for help. I resumed communicating with Jesus and knew I was not alone in this journey.
All this led me to an EXPERIENCE OF ONENESS that would bring about a significant change in what I called ‘my life’ since the beginning of 1990, but really was just the beginning of my journey back Home.
This Experience did not occur for me as result of my efforts as expressed in a “spiritual-seeker-identity.” It happened by Grace. Though this Experience kept me for weeks in a kind of a shifted perception, once I was back in my home country, Austria, I thought that I would have to look some more. Though I never doubted this Experience to be a real one, I was still looking for a teaching I could apply in daily situations to stay in a certainty and constancy of truth.
The first key-event in which I had an Experience of oneness and underwent consciously the death of the body and all the fear in me took place just under the ruins of the Maya-Pyramids in Palenque, Mexico, in the beginning of March 1990, the 9th. Some notes I wrote in my diary about this Experience follow here:
All forms were seen in their center from radiant to bright-shining to yellow-green. At the circumference the colors turned into the corresponding rainbow-colors…. Countless recognitions occurred for me within the infinity of the universe which opened my eyes to seeing the falsity of my insane world and the meaninglessness of everything.
I called on my friend and felt that I didn’t differ from her but was One with her; in fact was her. I stared out to the stars and recognized, though they had no meaning, the vastness of the universe. I could only think of
my world by making utmost effort and saw that it had no meaning either. A new thinking took place; a Being there-in. I became the event myself, each moment anew, and had the knowledge that there is only this
moment. I looked around and whatever I saw I recognized as ALIVE, as a living Being, a living Spirit, as pure Light. It became clear to me that I was not separate from anything, but that we are all ONE, all one Divine Consciousness, one Singular Creative Power, just appearing as some dream figures that are simultaneously converted to the Light That they really are. Thus I was greeting stars, clouds, trees, bushes, humans and grass blades in the same manner and showed them my humility, saying “Thank you” to all of them for allowing me to be with them, to be able to meet them once more and leave this place together forever….
I thought I had understood everything there is to understand and underwent the Experience that up to this moment I called ‘death’. Instantly I knew that there is NO death, but that God and Love is in me and lasts eternally. It revealed to me how great LOVE can be in me and that It IS THE MOST IMPORTANT and makes the only sense in “my life.” I was grateful and clear that everything will show up here for my
salvation, in this moment, and reveal itself as what I am and what I had decided for. Time was clearly seen as non-existent. I found myself only NOW as all there is, happening spontaneously and simultaneously.
Neither was there space in a time reference, but pure Spaciousness as the experience of extension of that Power. And I was only HERE, which had nothing to do with a location or manifestation. In fact all manifestation was recognized as nothing in this Light.
I could not feel any heartbeat and didn’t know anymore if I was physically dead or from a medical standpoint, defined as ‘alive’. I thought I was dead but was still the Soul which is, as being the life essence, also where a body is experienced, but not confined to it. I experienced myself in communication with everything and everybody, all of Self, whatsoever came to me as a thought-form into my mind. At the same time I felt every single hair touching the face when I was shaking the head.
But I was also amazed how much I found myself being able to love all the beings that were around me. It had nothing to do with the body.
Suddenly a feeling of panic struck me that I would not be able to get out of this world anymore and would be at the mercy of the “dark night” and the force of darkness and death, lying like dead in a coffin, this physical world, covered by clouds or a blanket instead of the wooden cover. That was how it felt. Not to be able to experience anymore the light of the daytime nor to realize what I considered a fulfillment of my purpose here brought about an incredible fear and terror.
Everything moved like a cyclone toward its center where insanity seemed to be. This was the fear: to become insane, to die, to be nothing. It felt like being on the razor’s edge. In spite of all of this I was always myself, and I put my hands on my stomach and heart and spoke to myself: “I love you (and thought of my friend and surprisingly of Lao Tsu), I love life, I keep with God, with love, with meditation….” For the first time I felt my need to love and only love. I realized the unimportance and meaninglessness of my so-long-defended worldly existence. I recognized and accepted my true purpose for being here; to love all of myself including myself as my Self. Nothing else.
I had a look at my toes and they looked so pale and shrunken and I knew that this body had NOTHING to do with me. I was not able to die. What was left of this re-birth was GRATITUDE, infinite gratitude towards all of Creation, though everything I could see and experience I knew was and is my Self….
These revelations were not only an immense enrichment, but contain for me an essential and personal Experience of Oneness with all the universe and the recognition that THERE IS NO DEATH. Since then I could not doubt anymore the truth that there is only ONE Singular Reality because I could experience It myself.
 
This is an excerpt from my book “Only One Love IS.”  Thank you for joining with me by reading it. If you are interested to read more, download it freely or order a copy, please visit the website www.drrabbit.com .
I love you.

 

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