To understand reasonably the truth and to undergo a change of mind, I call mind-training, Jesus has given us His teachings and instructions for this particular time-episode in A Course in Miracles, esp. in the Workbook lessons.

The only need I finally realized in my determination to wake up from my human dream of separation and death was to see within my own mind that I can change my thoughts and mind-structure sufficiently as Jesus instructs me through this masterpiece, particularly by the miraculous change given with Part II of the book, called the Workbook. In order to come to the recognition of unwavering certainty within experience of Singular Christ Mind I had to let go of the belief to know here something and admit complete uncertainty of all I thought to “know” which was still part of the self – concept. I call myself really lucky to have asked for help and allow my true and only Self that I see in Dear One, the Christ as the Master Teacher, who is reflecting That to me in its totality for an instant here at the end of my journey.

Often I have been asked to write something about my personal awakening experiences and honestly speaking… I am at a loss at this point though I wrote an entire book about it. What can I even say about a transformational experience that is happening by being raised from corruption to Incorruption, from illusory perceptions to a miracle, not to speak about the revelation of God Himself that was happening to me and still is, that had nothing to do with any of my efforts to get it! All I have to say is that such an experience is still personal though all encompassing, and therefore I realized that there is no comparison or measurement for an experience of true and direct communication within universal Mind.

The third lesson in the Workbook, I do not understand anything I see, which includes all the perceptions and observations of changes, and in the recognition that perceptions are also only thoughts… all limited thought forms within conceptual mind, is part of this essential reversal within the mind training. It basically states that I do not understand my own mind and all that I made up. It made me thus clear that I do not understand myself. This recognition helped me to admit “I need help. God, help!” and be grateful for the given help. Did I find myself giving it all away and see how the uncertainty of “my truth” was replaced by miracles? I sure can say so. I was willing to give myself a break of controlling my world, a moment of only receiving, following instructions and listen, learn and do… as Jesus asks you to reconsider in His guidance from out-of-time.

I cannot describe how fortunate and lucky I feel that I allowed myself to be part of this association of “like-minded” and determined individuals from all over the world that truly is not an aggregation of like-minded people at all, gathering to succeed in a conceptually defined goal of Enlightenment, but rather a Great Light Ray Association, shining Gods Light on all of what once seemed to be real and in fact is gone and over, now recognized as the past that cannot affect the present moment of Singularity. I am now able to enjoy all these memories in this new and singular purpose that once felt so solid, serious and frightening. I am simply grateful for everything offered and given me in this Light provision.

I thank you, right there, for reading this and sharing this gratitude to GOD with me now and with all the world. Thus you are also a whole part of Gods Mind, in which we think and share these ideas, directing us beyond the recognition of When I am healed I am not healed alone to the Experience of which we cannot talk but is certainty of Singular Reality itself. I share this with you for the only purpose to remember that there is nothing left to be healed and the world you see is already over and not here any more. There is no greater joy in me than to see within my own mind my brother being free, healed, and one with me in the Light.

Teaching myself about a physical transformational experience and yet not reducing or holding it on a conceptual and phenomenal level needs the admission of using the body (which still is just a thought in the mind) to make sense out of it. In the East there is a long tradition of Kundalini and chakra experiences which is essentially not different from any Christian healing experience. Yet it is only through body-identification that sin could be believed to be real, attack warranted and guilt deserved. These are but conceptual thoughts and without an experience as such meaningless. We have to go beyond the concepts, always. The only necessity for a human being is to wake up from the dream and recognize in his own mind that there is a whole physical resurrection behind any physical transformational experience. Through the Course you can apply the lesson Let me remember there is no sin, for example. So, you actually and immediately can apply this alternative healing idea of an unlimited and all inclusive memory unto your dream realities, and thus will serve as a fundamental basis for your letting-go of the guilt-projection onto your body.

And the same experience you can have the moment you also mean it, saying “I am not a body. I am free. I am still as God created me!” See, death is only an idea, based on a belief in the identity of being a body, living a “little life” in time and then being tired, laying down the body again to the grave. My personal experience at the core of all my self-made thoughts has shown me what Life is. I can only remember for myself and re-affirm as I experienced it and as it is clearly stated in the fundamental teaching of A Course in Miracles in lesson 132 that There is no world, and in lesson 163 that There is no death. The Son of God is free.

This is Jesus´ message for me personally (and thus for you too), because there is no-one else here. Since the world has appeared only in my mind, I had and have to step forward and extend the truth to myself, give it away to all the figures who represent my self as Christ Himself, and declare the world to be free and relinquished in its cause, because I experienced the relinquishment of myself. It is me who is now happy without boundaries, not an imagined world. It is me as thinking Light within my own mind which reflects back to me and tells me that we are truly only thinking in Gods Mind!

The truth is revealed – as an experience – no other time but now to me by God, you (as my brother and my savior) in all and everyone. This is Jesus. This is pure Christ Mind. Thank You God!

I love you.

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Here is my entire exposée! But finally here also is my final action of mind.

It is not about denying any personal experience or identity except denying this long justified denial in its entirety, which is the same as me finally taking responsibility.

The fact is: I am the maker of the world I see and what constitutes its thought system. The attacking and murdering figures in this world of pain, sickness, suffering and death, all memories resulting from fear believed to be real and stored carefully in all levels of the mind where the identification with bodies and idols are held, a universe of separate entities etc. as well as billions of galaxies coming seemingly into existence and disappearing again: they all are nothing other than my own past “creations,” past images in my mind that really are no longer here to be seen. They are of my own making, having impossibly attempted to find God by myself. They are entirely meaningless since they are only in my own mind, and all `private´ thoughts of which I could be – and am aware of are meaningless, because I am not alone in experiencing the effects of my thoughts. Indeed there are no private thoughts, if salvation is understood as a possibility at all. All I want is to leave this impossible world I made up and experience the undoing of it in the admission that I tried through -out time to replace Reality, the thoughts I think with God, with illusions I made up, but luckily could not succeed.

And the joke of the universe is that God does not know about my past illusionary thoughts because `God did not create a meaningless world´ (Lesson 14 from The Workbook of ACIM); I did! 

`A meaningless world engenders fear´ (Lesson 13) because I cannot depend on it entirely and it offers me no ground for trust. There is no safety and no hope for me in this world because only chaos rules everywhere and the insanity of the ego dominates it. Insane thoughts are upsetting me. `I am upset because I see what is not there´(Lesson 6); once again I have replaced Reality with illusions I made up. I have given them reality and thus regard reality as an illusion. In such a world there is no God, but `What I see is a form of vengeance´ (Lesson 22), a self-defense and a picture of attack on everything by everything, followed by counter-attacks and ongoing conflicts and war between this `me´ and those held in separation and outward projected images of myself. This is what death is. This is the instant of separation, the only problem. Right there, in a vividly experienced moment of total devastation, is also the solution available… neither anywhere outside myself, nor in anybody else, but in me where the problem had to be exposed. Therefore it also must be a miracle that re-aligns me in that Holy Instant with the Light of God. Here-in lies my salvation.

`The Salvation of the world depends on me´ (Lesson 186): … It unites all wills on earth in Heaven´s plan to save the world, restoring it to Heaven´s Peace. Let us not fight our function. We did not establish it…All it says is that your Father still remembers you, and offers you the perfect trust He holds in you who are His Son.

After experiencing this I could not (and cannot) not-give it away. So, stand up with me together, extend HIS message and let us declare now: “Yes, its all me, I am responsible for what I see and I WILL it be undone by accepting the Atonement for myself and trust in the Power of  the Holy Spirit, the Love of God given to His only Son. AMEN.”

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Today’s lesson teaches very clearly the necessity to forgive. “My mind holds only what I think with God. 121: Forgiveness is the key to happiness. 122: Forgiveness offers everything I want.” I want everything which is God. And happiness without an opposite is revealing Him by putting the key into the lock. Forgiveness is the key opening the door to happiness, and not the crucifying picture of another “me” being wrong or right. And forgiveness has indeed nothing to do with another “me”, because what’s the difference between a “me” and a “me” both seeing insanity; everyone is already me.

In lesson 121 of the Course I find the phrase, “Each unforgiving mind presents you with an opportunity to teach your own how to forgive itself.  Each one awaits release from hell through you, and turns to you imploringly for Heaven here and now.  It has no hope, but you become its hope.  And as its hope, do you become your own.”

This is a very clear statement about the singularity of my mind and the responsibility to do everything, to give everything, in order to experience forgiveness of myself. It is very clear to me that “I am the cause of what I see. No other cause there is.” I have come to know myself as “you” and everyone. So, it is no longer a question for me if I write about “me” or use the word “you.” It doesn’t make a difference because the conversion of illusory thoughts to the truth will anyway only happen in my own mind. I have no doubt that “we” are sharing one mind. I am responsible for what I see – this is the backbone of the curriculum of “a required Course,” a Course in Miracles. To forgive myself is the only hope for the unforgiven mind which is all I was and am in the moment of the conversion, and thus becomes my own hope of escape now from the hell I made up in a split moment of apparently forgetting that I didn’t make myself.

“The unforgiving mind must learn through your forgiveness that it has been saved from hell.  And as you teach salvation, you will learn.  Yet all your teaching and your learning will be not of you, but of the Teacher Who was given you to show the way to you.”

This makes it very simple and clear: The salvation of the world has already occurred through my forgiveness. I have forgiven the world, myself, and all that truly can be seen is a world that reflects that action of mind. Everything else can only be an opportunity to remember who I am in an experience of release of self-concept and leaving perception altogether which only leaves the Love of God as one and only reality. And the Teacher Who is given me shows me the way to my Self. A need to forgive “my neighbor,” someone out there as another “me” only makes sense within a belief system of split identity, within a real believed resentment that holds someone else as the cause of the problem. I already know to be the cause of “my” attack upon myself. “You” are not doing anything; in fact it’s impossible that you could do anything to me. Sin is a belief without reality, and effects can only come from a real source, a real cause, not an illusionary “me” battling against another illusionary me. Neither projection of sin to another “me” nor sarcasm will solve the problem or heal. Healing only comes by accepting the Atonement, the correction and undoing, for myself. In the action of sharing this moment of forgiveness it doesn’t matter if “you” are initiating it or “I” will offer it, because forgiveness is only true in a moment of singularly experiencing the Peace of God.

The funny thing is that it looks like as if there would be another “me” out there seeing me in an “egoic grandiosity” – as I am accused. But accusation and condemnation will not and can never heal, because it contradicts the responsibility statement. In the section “The Fear of Healing” of Chapter 27, Jesus teaches that “the sick remain accusers. They cannot forgive their brothers and themselves as well.”

That I am accused to offer conversion of my mind at the depth of the human denial of Christ’s teachings will not and cannot stop me, since there is no world. I know this “me” very well. Actually are “you” remembered by your style of sarcasm, M., and unwillingness to offer God as the solution instead of “your/myself.” Relax! It’s not of your doing, and that’s why I don’t need to forgive you! “You” haven’t done anything, and “you” have no solution either. The answer to your question “why this picture of a needy world I see (which is of my own making and does not in fact exist as such) is not changing…” is simply (as mentioned above) because it doesn’t have a real source, a real cause, and therefore can have no real effect or change. If “you” try to exert ‘all Power that is given you in heaven and on earth’ on your relationships, your world, “you” have fallen the temptation to “command that these stones be made bread.” Be not confused by sustenance of limited sources within your mind, rather “live by every word that proceeds out of the mouth of God.” We can stand as one together in the willingness to accept healing and remember the Awakening of the one dream, or “you” are yourself and believe to be separate from the rest of yourself which is truly your Self.

Thus I share His Blessings with “you” who is myself with words out of this most valuable chapter called “the Healing of the Dream” where it becomes very clear what action of mind needs to be extended by the Son of God in order to reason to forgiveness:

“He holds not the proof of sin before his brother’s eyes. And thus he must have overlooked it and removed it from his own. Forgiveness cannot be for one and not the other. Who forgives is healed. And in his healing lies the proof that he has truly pardoned, and retains no trace of condemnation that he still would hold against himself or any living thing.

       Forgiveness is not real unless it brings a healing to your brother and yourself. You must attest his sins have no effect on you to demonstrate they are not real. How else could he be guiltless? And how could his innocence be justified unless his sins have no effect to warrant guilt? Sins are beyond forgiveness just because they would entail effects that cannot be undone and overlooked entirely. In their undoing lies the proof that they are merely errors. Let yourself be healed that you may be forgiving, offering salvation to your brother and yourself.”

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I love you with all of my Self.